Why a Section Called Meditations

My blog has gradually turned into a toolbox: how to use super, how to tune an agent, the sharp edges of some framework. Useful, all of it — but it records what I’ve learned, not what I’ve come to understand.

Reading notes are someone else’s thinking, filtered through my retelling. Questions are the confusions I throw at a model. Chaos is the noise of the industry. What was missing was a place for the thoughts that lean on no external source and feel no rush to reach a conclusion — about engineering, about time, about what is left for a person to do once AI accelerates everything.

So: Meditations.

The pieces here may have no code, no citations, sometimes no conclusion. They are the process of trying, after some late night or some walk, to twist a blurry intuition into one reasonably clear sentence. I write them down to resist forgetting, and to run a test: if I can’t even explain an idea to myself, I probably haven’t understood it yet.

If you find yourself circling the same questions, pull up a chair and sit with them a while.